Feeling stupid? I know I am

Did 5 laps again today in 22.58. I felt really tired (must be all that shopping yesterday), and I'm bored with running round in circles. I've got to find other places to go. Trouble is I only run in the dark because of my working hours which rules out the woods. To be honest I don't like running where people can see me because I feel really stupid jogging slower than a tortoise, dressed like a clown with no real running gear. Childish or what?